Sunday, May 08, 2005
it isnt tt bad gg to nus/ntu/smu.. wait, i shld say it isnt bad at all.. i mean, i dunno if i'm being unambitious or anythng.. but i jus feel tt local Us r gd enough for me.. i mean, there's no one to blame besides myself for me not getting any scholarships.. but i dun regret or anythng tho.. i did watever i did at my own pace n put in the amt of effort tt i chose to put in... i noe myself.. i'm an ordinary person.. very much jus a commoner.. n i wld lead a commoner's life.. but so wat. as long as i'm not starving or suffering... as long as i'm contented n make the best outta watever i've got.. there're lucky wealthy ppl, geniuses, high-flyers, over-achievers, smart asses n hard-workers n i dun belong to any of those categories.. it isnt tt bad being ordinary.. n it isnt tt bad accepting the fact tt u're ordinary.. y make pointless upward comparisons tt make u feel worse abt urself n fail to take notice of the other side.. the side where they dun even get a chance to learn how to read or write... where they r happy jus to haf the chance to taste their nxt meal.. where they struggle to make ends meet.... where they dunno wat it means to worry abt not being able to pursue higher education overseas cos they haf more urgent n serious issues like paying medical fees or earning enough money to feed the whole family to think abt....
i'm in an ok situation n i'm fine with tt..